feeling reallly bad I ran into my baby sister 40 years old at the lab and the first thing that came out of her mouth was I can't give you a ride home I have to go to work only two minutes from there to my home anyway I had the mass health taxi waiting for me. Then she said she didn't have any money her and her husband boyh went to college and they live in a big house ehich I have never been in. the thing is I didn't ask her for a ride and I am estranged from all of them due to abuse from my brother and other sister not my baby sister. I hate it thatthey think I want something from them. and also from my mother I almost had a nervous breakdown because of it all which causrd me not to be able to drive any more panic attacks etc. there is more to the story but I don't want to bore you with it.
